Here we go again, another year is already starting again. It feels only yesterday when I am writing something that I want to change to myself which is I didn’t make, I promise myself so many things to the point that it’s impossible to happen. Then a question pop up on my mind? What is New year’s resolution for? Is it something that I really want or I am just going with the trend?


Doing something you don’t know the purpose is hard. You want to do something but what now if you finally achieve your goal? Does it make you happy? Does it satisfy you? Well maybe to other people, but how about you?
This year, I don’t want to set a lot of goals. All I want is to understand at the end of the day what am I doing. I want to be more obedient in knowing myself and making time for myself more. Knowing the purpose of my existence and giving my precious time and energy to something worth spending for. I don’t want to pressure myself to achieve something because I know once I already make it, I will not stop setting more higher standards and I don’t want to feel not satisfied about myself.

This year may be the year that I will be loving myself more. Accept myself more. And be better to myself. This year also may be the reminder that “No pressure self, you got this. “